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remus lupin is finally at peace. (moonstricken) wrote,
@ 2009-07-16 08:59:00

# 129
PRIVATE TO SELF.

I don't feel any better. I'm still anxious; I hate being cooped up in the safehouse. What are we all waiting for? They are going to come to us if we don't get them first. Is that what they want? Are we all just going to sit here and wait to be taken in the middle of the night, only to show up dead by morning? If that's the case, they should have let me stay in ~~our~~ my home. I thought getting outside for a little while would help; I usually come back feeling a little better.

It's been just over two weeks. Why does it feel like so much longer? I know it's supposed to get easier, but-

/ PRIVATE TO SELF.

PRIVATE TO SIRIUS.

That didn't help. Let's do something else.

/ PRIVATE TO SIRIUS.

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	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 01:21 pm UTC (link)
	Would you have felt better to have caused a grease fire by hitting him with that curse? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 01:28 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. I guess we'll have to try again and find out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 01:46 pm UTC (link)
	You're talking about murder. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 01:47 pm UTC (link)
	I'm talking about Death Eaters who will keep murdering people until they're stopped. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 01:50 pm UTC (link)
	No, you're talking about murder. I don't actually care, but if you want to do it, at least admit to yourself what you're doing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 01:56 pm UTC (link)
	Fine. Yes. I'm talking about murdering Death Eaters. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 01:59 pm UTC (link)
	We have to be better at this than the Prewetts. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 02:00 pm UTC (link)
	I know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 02:16 pm UTC (link)
	They won't understand. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 02:20 pm UTC (link)
	Who? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 02:22 pm UTC (link)
	The Order. Evans. Take your pick. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 02:26 pm UTC (link)
	I really don't care what they think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 02:29 pm UTC (link)
	You sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 02:30 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 04:02 pm UTC (link)
	Better be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 04:04 pm UTC (link)
	I am very sure I don't care what anyone thinks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 04:05 pm UTC (link)
	And Marlene? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 04:07 pm UTC (link)
	She's gone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 04:10 pm UTC (link)
	Somewhere you can't follow if you do this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 04:25 pm UTC (link)
	I suppose not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 04:38 pm UTC (link)
	Still want to? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 04:39 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 04:39 pm UTC (link)
	Then I'm in. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius moonstricken 2009-07-16 04:40 pm UTC (link)
	We'll see if you come back alive, first. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 04:41 pm UTC (link)
	Have some faith in me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 04:42 pm UTC (link)
	I don't have faith in James. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 04:44 pm UTC (link)
	I don't expect you to understand but eight years ago, our positions were reversed. He took a chance on me. I have to do the same. I have to know if I have a friend there to salvage or whether I'm going to be mourning him too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 04:45 pm UTC (link)
	There is a difference between being raised a purist and being brainwashed into one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 04:48 pm UTC (link)
	It's not much of a difference. You're still being told what to think and what to say. I'll know if there's a chance he'll be okay if we get him, but I need to know if there's any hope at all, for the sake of that child. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 04:50 pm UTC (link)
	And why do you have to go alone? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 04:54 pm UTC (link)
	Could you keep your tongue? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 04:56 pm UTC (link)
	It doesn't have to be me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 04:59 pm UTC (link)
	I'm supposed to trust someone else? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 06:08 pm UTC (link)
	Alright. I'll keep quiet. Corbina Lestrange. She's next. ~~After Ma~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 06:09 pm UTC (link)
	Why her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 06:11 pm UTC (link)
	Because Rodolphus doesn't want her hurt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 06:13 pm UTC (link)
	Lethal? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 06:15 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. I am talking to Jo, and she wants to help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 06:22 pm UTC (link)
	You want to risk involving someone else? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 06:23 pm UTC (link)
	Rodolphus hurt her too & Marlene liked her. As long as she leaves Pepper out of it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus. seirios 2009-07-16 06:26 pm UTC (link)
	The less said about that disaster the better. I like Jo, she has fire. It's a clean cut. No torture, no thing, she just dies. Agreed? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sirius. moonstricken 2009-07-16 06:31 pm UTC (link)
	Agreed. (Reply to this) (Parent)